OH NO

I'm going bonkers, because time isnt enough. and it didnt wait for me. i dont know why must i keep learning my lessons the harder way. perhaps i'm simply too lazy. of course, there are other underlying factors behind. yes, the examiners wouldnt know.

and too bad that i let them affect me.

and today i put my alarm at 11.30pm. it was realyl a rude awakening. i didnt dare to sleep back. this is the first time i woke up so readily.

simply because i was afraid i didnt have enough time to study. i'm not going out today. if you want to enourage me perhaps, u may drop me a really short call rather than a message, i might just not even look at my phone at all. and a really short call, like 10 seconds, or slightly more, because i have to combat with time.

i really wished rui xing could be here with me. i'm so rushing i typed all these in less than 2 mins. bye.