NICE? cousin says he's gonna get it for me. a birkenstock. they dont have alot of nice designs, maybe this is one of the more feasible ones. (: birthday belated present. wahaha! I LOVE RED!
today's tuesday, and on monday night itself, like i said, went for a little celebration and outing with keith and reub and ben and girls for dinner, i went home. wanted to study, but PLOP! i couldnt stand the fatigue, i decided to sleep a little while, for 90 mins, and supposed to wake up at 11.30pm again to study. but then again, i slept all the way till 2.30 am.
gosh! I TOLD MYSELF I GOT TO STUDY. so i woke up from my slumber, cleared my clouded mind and went through examples over and over again, making sure i knew what i was doing and what the chim chim mathematical question meant.
it was hell. especially in the abscence of boyfriend. but i knew i had to do it. i stayed awake till 7am in the morning and decided to go back to sleep and continue again.
Patrick called at 6.30am. nice of him! wish i had a paper then! then Dad called too! haha! i should have given them my timetable so they will know what are the appropriate times to call! but i was touched though, that people actually care. (: and hon ren, sms-ed, " good luck for your a levels, let's go NUS together:) ."
not really interested in going with him though, and dont think i can do it too. but nevertheless, it makes me feel that people do care. and it made up for the hollowness i feel when boyfriend isnt actually there.
i'm very tired. i hope all these ends soon. and my menstrual thingy had to arrive today. IT TOTALLY SPOILT MY DAY. what to do? sigh.
-darling, i'm waiting for your return. did you hurt yourself? are you used to it? are you enjoying yourself? are you okay? are you experiencing your typical synus noseblock thing? how was it? was the food nice?
tell me everything, everything i'd like to hear, everything, please.
-& i didnt waiver.
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