lit paper, so unexpected.

and so, this morning, had to thank kai wei for making the effort to wake me up, she sounds really cute with that super sleepy voice, and it made me laugh for the day. also, my dad's authoritative voice woke me up from my deep sleep. luckily i didnt sleep back, and i certainly felt much better after taking the pills before i slept. i feel good this morning!

lit paper was so unexpected. velan and minor characters came out as questions. i wonder why the cornfield was there in the poem and so repeated. it's not entirely difficult, just that i had a race with time. anyway, it's over, and i dont want to talk about it anymore

keith and ben coerced me into eating with the bunch of them. i could have gone home earlier after lit paper at 12, finish showering and eating by 1 and sleep by 2, wake up by 6, study and do whatever shit. but my plan totally thwarted. it's okay. i had fun. (: and the yu pian mi fen auntie thinks i'm cow, she gave me a horde of veggies. gosh. i could never finish them despite the stalks being my favourite.
more veggies than mi fen.

went home, complain to my brother and his girlfriend, showered. slept. supposed to wake up at 7pm. but i woke at 8.30 instead. sigh. why am i so tired all the time? and the lozenges are making my throat more terrible, and i see blood in my phlegm.

i had a dream. i dreamt of my maid, marissa. i do miss her, alot.

talk with darling made me feel so good. but his cough and phlegmy cough pains me. i wonder why he got all these. it's not me certainly. i think i got it from him though. anyway, he has all the love he needs, from me (of course! who else?!) .

&HONEY, sleepy tight. dont kick the blanket. you feel cold, and that's not a good sign. hope you'll feel better tomorrow. (: