baby's going green

didnt go school today. baby accompanied me to the polyclinic, my number was 126, thus we went for mac's breakfast before seeing the doctor. the doctor was damn fun because he didnt ask much about my condition. instead, he was talking to me about other irrelevant stuff regarding my health. interesting!

thereafter, we went back to baby's house. he bought mini packet of powder detergent and nail clippers. i should have forced him to cut his nails. it's damn long already. sigh. didnt have enough time though.

went to pasir ris in his dad's car, and shortly after, it was already 1.20pm and we boarded the bus to the ferry terminal. i'm starting to miss him already. took a picture in the ferry. it's like sending off your boyfriend to somewhere far far away. totally jaded man!

then we were seperated. he joins his company for the first time. while i, alone, all alone, who stupidly didnt think of bringing kai wei to tekong with me, went along with the crowd also with that great sense of awkwardness and the super uncomfortable thought that after today, baby will be gone for 2 weeks. nevertheless, i knew i had to be there. so i chiong! along with the crowd. haha!

first stop: boarded a bus, receiving a gift pack of a 'fudak' tissue paper, ice mountain and a packet of julie's peanut butter cookies.

then i looked around. and i saw in other people's git pack, i thought to myself " fuck! there's the oreo ones!" hahas. not that i really wanted the oreo cookies instead, the thought was just for entertainment purposes. can you see how bored i was along that i had to find such cheap entertainment for myself? LOL.

then i walked around the camp. i looked at their bunk. mmm, "quite promising..!" i thought to myself. because the area was clean and hygenic. "not bad! not bad!" i thought. until rui xing complained to me at night that his pillows were yellowish and disgusting. hahas. then i knew, the tour was all an act! LOL. it's just a show room!

then procedded to look at a list of items they'll be getting. and the food menu as well. after that. i was roughly around 3 plus already. then they brought us to a canteen. we're supposed to stay there for 35 mins before we proceed to the auditorium where i'll see my baby take the oath to singapore. i sat on one of the tables. i felt so awkward. because nobody else sat with me. i was there. alone. i initially thought there will be people like me, whom girlfriends of the army boys have no one else too, and i was even thinking of making friends. but i was one of my kind. the only girlfriend with no parents around. sigh. so i took out my mp3, quietly sitting down, with a growling stomach, listened my way through that 35mins in solace. so bored. and every single minute i was thinking if my boy would come out soon.

in the audi. I SAW MY HONEY! IN THAT GREEN STRIPED POLO! but i acted cool. i showed him a 'L' sign. (: soone we watched a video (and to be frank, i felt like crying when i saw it, not because i am missing rui xing, but because the tape quite touching ah.. HAHAHHAA) I KNOW DAMN LOSER RIGHT, BUT WHATEVER. lol.

here comes the climax: the oath taking ceremony. it was damn hilarious. i know its supposed to be solemn and strict but i cant help but laugh. hahas. because it started out like this

officer "repeat after me... I, "
boys" I!"
officer " NRIC NUMBER."
boys " SxxxxxxxX!"
officer " NAME"
boys " xxxxxx xxxxx xxxxx xxxxx"

HAHAHAHAHAHA! every body was practically saying in different velocity and some names were longer, some shorter. you wont understand, unless you're there man! HAHAS.

then we're supposed to meet up with our boys and have lunch together. BUT, SOMETHING FUNNY HAPPENED AGAIN!

they all cutely, with shirts all tucked in like they're damn kuku head, stood in attention along the corridors, and as their family members got past, they pick up their bags and go to the canteen. the food was platable. but it was only sweetest because i'm there, eating with honey. and i'm proud to be the one sending him off.

Darling i miss you so. i love you.

and i hate to say this, but the BMT bag they're carrying, is really cannot-make-it LOH! hahahas. really like those national day parade free bags they give out. but still, he looks okay taking it from right to left.

bye my love.

&im first to leave tekong. overslept on the train to bugis, all the way to tiong baru. 4/5 stops ahead. LOL. met kai wei. reminded that i stil have friends. hahas. thought honey is my everything. *cant' get him off my head*!

went to mos burger, saw xia xue with her boyfriend. liang jing ru aka fish leong is also there. went haji lane. saw people smoking sisha for the first time. some cigarette like indulgent drug but with flavours. messy place. nothing much there.

feel empty. i rejoice when darling called me at night. i held onto the phone since 9pm, and never want to put it into my bag for the fear of him calling. (: went home at 11pm. (: and kor kor came back to accompany me hahas.

tried out my new bio essence face lifting cream bought together with kaiwei, it worked! 1cm gone from my face! hahas.

confession: i did have second thoughts about going to tekong along with honey because i felt very awkward that i'll be alone for most of the journey. but then again, i wanted badly to see the living conditions there. when i was there, i looked around, there were a pathetic handful whose parents nor girlfriend were there, and i knew i had made a right decision, luckily i went (: then my baby wouldnt be so lonely! at least i'm there! (: