13th day w/o boyfriend

i'm happy that because on the 16th day, i can see my boyfriend.
i'm pretty sad that it's not it yet.

anyway, was fucking offended by this person in class. (: friends would know what i mean. despo shit, hypocrite, irritating, better dont talk to me, because i dont like the way you look, talk or laugh. this is my first time blogging about you. you should feel honored. to have ruined my pages with my mentioning of you. and you smell, like a failed slut. but in the first place, you dont even have qualities of a slut because they might, in some ways, fare better than you.

and mr fauzi remembers my name! it's a good feeling to know that people do remember you by your name, &because of that, i shall, try to remember people's names by heart, and really remember them so well i can tell who's who even after 8 months down the road not seeing them. (: because my teacher, hadnt called me since 2 years ago! hahahaha!

went to do some ic thing with brother. took some stupid pictures. had to beg him for it. glad i did so. otherwise he wouldnt know how he's looking like when he's sec in future. quite a good looking boy with some character people. and hi friends, your sisters need a husband? bid now! LOL.

hi brother, you dont know how much you're hurting your sister by not studying. you were so achieving, you bring home awards every other month. you are a special student. you study harder stuff than everybody else in your external social circle. you used to excel in sports and academic. what happened to you now? did we deprive you of your right share of concern? you know studying is not a uphill task for you. you've got better brains than your stupid sister here has. yet, why do you discount yourself?

-and i cried, in the train, when you told me how risky things were in school. you cannot give up at this point of time. o levels can be learnt in one day. (: one day is more than sufficient.

&brother said that my speech was so touching, he wanted to cry himself. LOL. =p i was quite happy bout it, because it shows that he's thinking, and repentant.

went home and sleep after having macs for brother. quite a teachable kid. (: just that not very gentlemanly. i had him carry my bag for me. he ought to do so. and given his height, it looks as if i'm dating him. HAHAHA. especially when i tried sleeping on his shoulders and stuff like that. i wonder if boyfriend's friends sees it, will they report to yee swee hin saying "hey! when you're in army, your girlfriend had another guy! "

haha. talked to honey. at 10pm. slept from 6 till 10pm. hehs. and darling, you didnt disturb my sleep, you were my alarm clock! LOL.

carrot was like " so did the guys send you home yesterday? "
i was like " nope. they did not!"
carrot " so sad arh?!"
of course my reply had to come naturally " ya loh so sad."

then he went, "OH ! SO U ADMIT IT WAS SAD!"
HAHAHS! TRICK QUESTION! lol.

I too, asked another trick question which i couldnt remember at this point of time, so i'll blog it once it surfaces. well, i miss my darling. come out soon. i've got a surprise for ya (:
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3 more days to book out day, book out book out book out day!