10th day w/o boyfriend

hi boyfriend. your girlfriend is going swimming, alone. because friends either do not exercise at all, or DON NOT KNOW HOW TO SWIM, or had a bad eyebrow cut and cant come out at all.

the external reasons are that because i'm too fat and i cant possibly ask boys out (why boys? because they're usually more proficient at this sport and more of them able to go) but anyway,

darling, wish you can come out soon, because your girlfriend, is awaiting another swimming session with you (:

going out now, at 2.06! doing a 1km ! ONLY, yes because i dont want another muscle ache and walking retardedly backwards my school stairs tomorrow. 1km, that's it.

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honey called, at 9pm. talk for a while. he was playing murderer and police thingy. after that, we were talking about his childhood friend, sharon whose boyfriend is his current bunkmate. what a coincidence. but it's not the first time drawing such connections already, singapore being such a small country, allow people meet so frequently like air molecules in a balloon. as for china, it's probably like solid molecules. hahas.

and boyfriend was telling me how he taught his childhood girlfriend's brother to steal in bedok NTUC. ! those hotwheels toycars that were in trend of those times. and he having to learn his lesson the hard way. and i told him, u should have known you cant do that! and he retorted" that's the problem! nobody told me i cant do that!'' and he was made to buy the toy car after threatened to call in for the police.

glad that he never stole ever since. (: but, wait. darling, you did steal. i know it's a little mushy, but you did steal my heart ;p

the greatest offence you made, was not that you denied paying for it. it's the fact that you took it and never did return (:

and so, made a slight joke out of yixian. hahas! xian i'll tell you what happened sometime! it was hilarious! and he had to put down the phone with me! 'to call yixian'! HAHA.

so after he did his laundry(after calling yixian), he called me back. at 10. chatted about his bunkmates, if he was doing well, whether he's gonna go eat out with them. and stuff like that. it was 10.25, and it's time to sleep. and so there he went. good night.

he said army's good for us. i replied i thought so too.

boy, you're too important for me to forget. and i feel your prescence always. like you're still here with me. and the nightly viewing of your handsome face, makes me yearn for you.

i'm addicted, to you.