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THIS IS BOYFRIEND WITH HIS NEPHEW. AWWW, HE LOOKS SO FATHERLY!

woke up very early at 9am. and darling and i played games, and ate the marks and spencers biscuit he bought on offer, yeah, specially for me. he's such a cheapo kid. but to be fair to him, even those on discount aren't cheap so yeah, i forgive you.

honey, i know you tried all you can to make me happier. but it's all material. it does not fill me up spiritually. all i really want is that you, be willingly take a happy picture with me. one that is not initiated by me. one that you want to take because you understood what i need and what i want and because of me, you take it. i dont want one that is forced and the very stagnant and heavy feelings of dread; and it only takes 5 seconds of your cooperation. it wouldnt even seem wasting time at all if you learn to enjoy it. it'll then be quality time!

so dont push me away, or 'dodge' like what you claim. i'm not a biting dog. i'm tamed and mannered. i deserve respect like every normal beings do.

went to his house, played some games. saw his eldest sister and his 2 nieces and a one month old nephew! took a little picture for him. so cute i swear! so fatherly!

AND SOMEBODY USED MY PICTURE AS HER FUCKING PROFILE PICTURE. SHE IS A DAMNED RETARD WHO PROBABLY IS WORSE THAN A HERMIT BECAUSE THEY AT LEAST DARE TO SHOW THEIR FACES EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE UGLY. AND THEY DONT POSE AS OTHER PEOPLE BUT THIS 'KIND GIRL' HERE, BETTER TAKE AWAY MY PICTURE SOON! damn angry man. without my permission! and go around adding people asking for their blog address! she's stupid and lowly and despicable. and most important question of all, why my picture? if this person is my friend, and you're doing this, please get it off otherwise u're not my friend anymore. i dont likE what you're doing. NOT AT ALL.

THE POSEUR -- click on this link.

then sent him off to pasir ris. no time for x zone. had some hong kong cafe food. looks and tastes platable. but the desserts arent worth the price though. darling. * **** *** (: you know. i don't have to spell it all out.

i have some transport luck. i dont have to wait for anything. but, honey's going away for 2 whole weeks. again. i'll miss you alot.

and bitch, i hope you die soon. like really soon. my life would be happier. you're getting more obnobxious by the second. and soon it'll be milisecond. i'll offer to wash clothes myself in case you think that i need you around. NO, I DON'T. because you're the root of our troubles. and you're not welcomed at all.