cant' sleep,

my body clock is going totally heywire. it's 7am and i'm not sleeping yet. just like yesterday. =.=

so, i decided to write something i know about myself. i knew this long ago, but somehow, i think alot of people is oblivious to it. so here's it..

PeiRu, is good at making friends. damn good.
but she can't keep them (:

because i don't bother. Not that people aren't important. but it's only those special ones whom i bother to keep up with. come to think of it, i've let quite a number of people down already. i wonder how many best friends i can keep. i used to have ALOT. but it's down to just a handful now. (note, 'handful' is still quite a significant number.)

it's tiring and moolah draining to keep 'best friends' because socialising is very important. but then again, if you think again, 'best friends' need nothing to keep. they'll just keep coming to you, it doesnt need anything but true friendship to stay. there's no need to go out everyday, spend on dinners to keep up, sacrifice studying time to 'socialise'.

that's why kai wei is the one (:
&that's why i love her so.