dreamt about rui xing and myself again. this time, i kept waking up and returning to the dream multiple times, and each time, wanting a change for the tragic ending, my sleep is continuously disturbed.
the start of dream: rui xing and i fell in love with each other, and our occupation is that we are assassinators. sometimes he is somebody who works as a secret agent and i the hostage after we fell in love, or i am the "V.I.P" whom the other party is looking for and wants my life while rui xing's job is to protect me.
body of dream: a lot of killing and running away.
the ending: i gave myself up to save rui xing's life. or i am the hostage, rui xing managed to save my life and in the end he got shot, or i got shot and died, rui xing also killed himself
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there was one that i hated most... :( that i realised rui xing actually 'fell in love with me' just to get close and find out what he needs in his mission, thereafter, i left him. and i surrendered myself to the enemy because i was so heart broken and my life is so worthless. rui xing saw me when he was combating with the enemy he was so shocked. he looked sorry and regretful of what he has done, and after i was killed, he lived his life in pathetic sorrow and pain and guilt and wished i am still alive, maybe he would have had feelings for me. -_-''
what a stupid dream. and it stoopidly disturbed my sleep for another extra 2 hours. and i still feel sleepy my god. Ohhhhhhhh!!! save me!
what was funny was a random detail that was SO RANDOMLY INCLUDED in my dream. i saw alot of the tissue packet brands that kai wei uses. HAHAH!!!
gave kai wei sweets. the slowpoke took so long to reach. i could have done one more math question. idiot. long legs still walk so slowly......... RAWR!!!!!
woke up and met laura and yi ting to study. i now know how to do some binomial distribution!
BUT, somehow, it's just disturbing to know that time is running out. i wished i've been doing this earlier. but it's okay. i'm just gonna do what i can in such limited time. it's a test of my wits and smartness. of course, even a genius would fall short what is expected of himself in a limited time frame. i'm not saying i am the genius. but i'm close to it (:
honey called only at around 10.20pm where it's already lights out at 10pm today. i cant tell him about my dream , except that i told him he used me in the dream. and he replied, " i'll never make use of you" that made me feel good.
and called about his application for the pilot. hope the person settles it soon. (:
Honey, i miss you like crazy =D
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