it's perpetual

movie with weiloong is in a few hours time. i've here having my usual scoop of jittery-fluttery anxiety, like my intestines, stomach, kidney and veins entwined into countless knots.

i've been hoping for a miracle. it's so many chances already. i believe there would be more. we were fated, but this wasnt our destiny. it's been exactly 3 years 5 months and a day . yes it was.

-whenifirstsawuiknewu'retheone.