bottled up feelings. wrong hook?

my bottled up feelings are just awaiting the right time to be revealed. when would that ever happen? the feeling sucks, yet i'm liking the way it is now. it's another game. and i think i'll end up losing again. when will i ever learn the strategies? and my bait is targeting the wrong fish for now. i need to get it out of the hook fast. just in case, if i ever catch the wrong fish and hurt it's psyche or mutilate it's body. weiloong, u're my 3426 boy, and the number will keep changing until the end of time (: