argh!

see their flustered faces? hehs.

today my class had Oral Presentation. mine was so last year.

went to consumer probe to work. earned $33. bought ginny 2 nail enamel polish with hard earned $. allison came along and stayed over in ginny's place.

today i didn't feel it. maybe i wasn't real. i was getting pretty irritated already. maybe it's just not the right time.

DAMMIT. KAI WEI, I'M STILL HOLDING ONTO MY PROMISE. no boyfriend until u know. but promises are meant to be broken. hahas! ARGHHH...what should i do?

P.S your inconsistency had made me so insecure, i dont know what i should do. even if i had given the extra thought, but i'd never be able to fathom how you think. i think i've been trying so hard, but u didn't reciprocate. there's only so much i can do. why won't you budge for once? this is not a plea, but just a little something to make you think twice about what u're doing now. and what kind of message u have got across to me. but the little stuffs u do at night moves me. why do u torture me? :) BUT I AM HAPPY.