school was soooo damn boring.

throughout the day, i was only thinking of 2 things.
1. can i make it in time for martin's concert?
2. will he make it for the concert?

i was so troubled, and throughout the whole day, i keep telling myself that i won't let martin down, i will not disappoint him. so right after school. i really ran. in only 20 mins, i reached home instead of the usual 40 mins. 3 mins for running from school to mrt (usual 13 mins) , 8 mins for train(usual 13 mins) , 9 mins for bus(usual 14mins) . the amazing thing is, god was helping me. there wasn't any need to wait for the buses or train at all. it must be because He knew how important this was to me. and i know how martin is important to me. and as i read his blog earlier, he seemed so helpless. he said ".who are those that really be there with me?



DangShi....Gangyi...Zhixiang...Peiru....nothing comes close, but where are they now? They are totally out of my life."

i am not. i was just away for a little while. i was never out of your life martin(: u just didn't see me. i was in the crowd, but u never called my name. but i was there all along. (:

in the end, i was late. 30 mins. because i rushed to get martin his flowers. and i was so broke i couldnt take a cab. i dont understand why he could be late too. but anyway, what's over is over. i'm sorry for flaring up at you.

and thanks for coming to martin's concert, the white musk body polish -- a wish seed i planted 2 weeks ago sprouted.

KFC FOR DINNER. catch-up with martin? other day maybe