i dont know if this 'll work it's magic again, this place used to be a genie paper, whatever is written down a genie would make it come true for me. but my genie seem to have run away. he dosent visit anymore, he doesnt do his job anymore. or maybe, my genie have changed his master. Or maybe, genie decides not to be genie anymore.

anyway. there's so much things to do, yet so little time. i should have accepted this fact long ago, but it's a little too late. boyfriend have decided to work his ass off, without time for himself, without time for me. actually this should be good news for me. but my calculations have shown a deficit. a deficit of laughter, care and concern.

in the meantime, i have drawn up a list of possible things that maybe genie and i could do together, and genie, i need you back:

• take up a course together and make friends of our very own, we'll have a long way to go.
• castle building
• more viwawa

i've thought fo very long, how to keep our conversations going. my conclusion was that it's not impossible. it is. but we've got to make time to do things together. but i dont know how long i can wait. i'm getting impatient. a levels seem so far away for me to start anything now...

genie, genie. come back to me. but why did u walk away in the first place?