my honey's going in again. and we've been playing Celestial Destroyer for the whole afternoon. we were so addicted that we decided to let the cabby earn a little extra income, getting some extra 130 mins more to kill those disgusting flowering spiders. 500 of them, i'm required to kill. and it's killing me, literally.

i've died 4 times, and lost 20% od my exp earned. IT'S SUICIDAL. and it's those stupid moves i did which caused my own death. it;s very foolish stuff, like forgetting to replenish my HP pots, teleporting in the midst of many many aggresive spiders which would attack me every now and then even if i did not do anything to agitate them when the town is like just 10 steps away. and the other wasnt really of my fault. it's just luck to have 5 spiders attacking me al at the same time, each doing a damage of 144 points to me whereby my life is 2212 long.

and i'm very poor now. from 10 gold. i'm reduced to 5 gold. it's like losing my millions. now living on my last hundreds.

the game made me feel emotionally ripped off. so it did to my psychological financial standing.

does it make sense to you? LOL. You wont understand. you wont.

for some background knowledge, 1 gold = 100 silver = 10000 bronze.

and i earn only about 20 bronze per monster i hit. HOW PATHETIC IS THAT?!

anyway, i've sent honey to jurong east today. as much as i hate the lingering stench from seng kang (if u live there and have to travel down the purple line everyday, you will understand my pain& know what i'm talking about. but maybe common sense combined with some general knowledge will give you some insight), i would love to travel with honey another time, to catch that very last moments before he goes out of my sight, again; for 6 more lonely days, or 144 more hours, or 8640 more minutes, or 518400 more seconds. Alone.

it's those daily calls which is keeping my heart going. its like medicine. it works just like that. it's a drug. it's addictive. and i can't live without it.

(: Carrotboy, i would love to see you everyday. if i could.