saturday

maybe it's the last time i'll be seeing you for the next two weeks. yes it's gonna be.

darling, i'll miss you. very very much.

simlim square shopping spree & LAN & supper

OT, pizza, AND fun games

bad day

i was so angry with the two good for nothing faggots, i went to jun ming's domain. and i sat there and emo-ed for a while. so Jun Ming and Kenneth Ang bought me these Hello Panda to allow for another avenue to drain my anger away.

Jun Ming is the ultimate joker, he said " dont frown, if hello panda frown it's imitation good liao"
actually it doesnt really make sense, but i think it's super funny when he said that.

so i've got super nice colleagues!
& i'm so happy they're gonna be gone soon.

-you're so gentle, you blow me away

Han Wei's muscular hand

woah han wei! is your food very heavy?

LOL. inside joke. but i just told you guys so it's no longer inside. and ate fried rice today. super nice. pata pon with kenneth for a while. and i guess they day's spoilt with the two bastards who so totally ruined my day.

& i actually let them have their way?!

boyfriend's mummy's birthday @ Shangri-La The Line

Charlene's last day!

duck rice, & we twirled the circle > 5 rounds

work was fun, especially with Jun ming around. not that' i'm saying you're a joker, u're not, it's just that you have a special flair to make almost everything hilarious, & of course, brighten up everyone's day. HAHA.

Perlin was saying, "你不觉得用手吃饭很有一种特别的味道么？ ”

H e replied, " 有，有味道。gao3 wei4 lor!"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! WTF?! IT'S LIKE SO ORIGINAL A SPONTANEOUS JOKE! lol!
i laughed so much, i almost rolled on the floor.

and another one. it's a little sensitive. but to take it as an inside joke, he said if it was 30 years ago, he'd be on the newspapers, for a certain reason. HAHAS!. I CANT TELL YOU !

@ 5.30pm. Shuai Quan came to pick me up from raffles place. oh my cousin really CMI! he went around the place and we all came back to that same spot for 5 whole times! and he got his cashcard ripped of $7 from ERP in just a day. not because there were too many ERP's around. it's just that he kept going the wrong route! haha! & his U-turns are never-ending.

wanted to go Geylang to have our frog porridge. in the end, we ate some duck rice in buona vista instead. LOL!

i love my cousins & friends.

oh hungry!

maybe because i'm thinking too much, i'm feeling the hunger pangs, very frequently.

but my only hope, is to get just a pass across all disciplines. maybe this will qualify me for a temp job in a tuition centre.

i wont dare to ask for more.

tomorrow laura and reub will be joining me for the fanfare. hope it'll turn out good.
thanks kai wei for your faith in me, and jia min for wanting to accompany me to school tomorrow to face the music.

&boyfriend hasnt called. i wonder what happened.

budgetised

as hard as i'm trying to scrimp, i'm still financially tied up.

i'm left with $30 to tide this week.
of which, $10 will go to my travel fares.

it's astonishing news! a sudden relevation! -- $20 left for food.

Gosh. all thanks to my generousity, and reckless spending, and of course, settling accumulated debts and some to my beloved brothers.

and after buying presents, and some luxury items for myself, i've down with this infinitesimal sum of moolah in my pockets.

which means, i've got to digg into my already-very-hungry piggy's stomach to satisfy my needs.
saving is a virtue of which i have yet picked up.

soon, soon. when my body can acustom to cheap $4.90 for 1000 ml shower gels and $4 face washes, and the repeated 10 times a week tops and dresses.

Haha. a little farfetched. but it takes time to walk out of the silk; to wear the rags and pricking canvas clothes.

-- i need to live simple.

my honey's going in again. and we've been playing Celestial Destroyer for the whole afternoon. we were so addicted that we decided to let the cabby earn a little extra income, getting some extra 130 mins more to kill those disgusting flowering spiders. 500 of them, i'm required to kill. and it's killing me, literally.

i've died 4 times, and lost 20% od my exp earned. IT'S SUICIDAL. and it's those stupid moves i did which caused my own death. it;s very foolish stuff, like forgetting to replenish my HP pots, teleporting in the midst of many many aggresive spiders which would attack me every now and then even if i did not do anything to agitate them when the town is like just 10 steps away. and the other wasnt really of my fault. it's just luck to have 5 spiders attacking me al at the same time, each doing a damage of 144 points to me whereby my life is 2212 long.

and i'm very poor now. from 10 gold. i'm reduced to 5 gold. it's like losing my millions. now living on my last hundreds.

the game made me feel emotionally ripped off. so it did to my psychological financial standing.

does it make sense to you? LOL. You wont understand. you wont.

for some background knowledge, 1 gold = 100 silver = 10000 bronze.

and i earn only about 20 bronze per monster i hit. HOW PATHETIC IS THAT?!

anyway, i've sent honey to jurong east today. as much as i hate the lingering stench from seng kang (if u live there and have to travel down the purple line everyday, you will understand my pain& know what i'm talking about. but maybe common sense combined with some general knowledge will give you some insight), i would love to travel with honey another time, to catch that very last moments before he goes out of my sight, again; for 6 more lonely days, or 144 more hours, or 8640 more minutes, or 518400 more seconds. Alone.

it's those daily calls which is keeping my heart going. its like medicine. it works just like that. it's a drug. it's addictive. and i can't live without it.

(: Carrotboy, i would love to see you everyday. if i could.