narcississtic .

FAvourite PIC OF THE DAY!!

work again. something terrible happened at our work place. some body claimed that they should get a free neck strap together with a mp3 player bought, but at the counter they didnt get it. then the customer started to throw vulgar languages at our sony staff. WHAT THE F** NO RESPECT!! but i was kinda intimidated with the argument. it wasnt anything minor.
*sighs* people and their vulgarities and their kiasu-ness . quarelling over a stupid freebie? ridiculous.


but anyway. had lunch with rui xing, ivy and lebon. finally i didnt forget to have lunch with him. hahas! went lucky plaza. (: where all the maids were. yes. but anyway, it was really good to have them around . my lunch khaki(s) . hahas!! (: rui xing bought me my M&M's crispy. thanks baby. (: but i cant reciprocate giving my love to you. i know u'll understand. and thanks.

he went home after lunch, but came down again to fetch me after work. i swear he's dead serious. i appreciate it. you are damn sweet baby. but maybe another girl would be better than me i can assure you that. hehs.after work was macdonald's in woodlands civics centre with him. trying out my another angle . not the usual one. i thought it turned out pretty well. hahas!

yeah, the lighting's bright. hahas!

acting ah lian with the usual 'cute' poses. didnt turn out quite well. but just make do. LOL

he's on the phone. glad you realised. but i made him pose anyway. nice picuture! it's not so about the person ACTUALLY, it's about the camera skills. HAHAHAS!!

yes boy, smile and look away. u'll look better.. hahas!

AH BOY AH, still haven finished with your girlfriend ah.. LOL

there's so many other things you could commit to if you hadnt' been on the phone my dear, such as taking our 1000000th picture together. HAHAHAS!

blurry pidture taken on the burly bus. =.=. what kind of language am i conversing in. hahas! wrong adjective LAH!! hahas! it's a super lousy pun!

not enough of pictures...and yes! forgot to mention! i'm holding my k850i ! 5.0 megapixel camera! hehs. that explains my cam whoring mood today...

smile more. that's the way. hahas!

the end.. we'll have more pictures taken my boy. (: and you looked great. so do i! hahas!

chocolate is e remedy

work again. i sold 7 phones today!~ :)

however, for security's sake, i had to attend to the counter where 1 live set of the phone is located. i cant go to the main phone booth as work between my colleague is split . WHAT THE HELL. it feels like shit over the other side as none of customers are interested in buying a phone. arghh.

and i forgot to ask thie guy, called lebon, to go for lunch together. hehs. i feel so sorry and he acted like he really minded it for ther whole day. threats of cutting off friendship ties and help to install some software into my nokia was suggested. :p LOL. people there are fun!

lunch with ivy and lousy rappers in far east was the highlight :)

and i really appreciated the fact that kai wei and her sis dropped by. SEE WHY I LOVE ME KAI WEI SO MUCH???!!

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work was most tiring, despite the fun at work, my aging body just cant withstand standing the torment of having to stand the whole day. my physiotherapy would probably deem useless after all. LOL.

maybe a box of DARS milk chocolate would help. maybe a bar of kit kat chunky would ease my aching back. maybe m&m's crispy can take off all my pains for the day. and maybe after all these fattening treats a whole day workout would do good for me. hahas. no matter what, chocolate would allow me to sustain and withstand it all. i will work hard, so that i'll have $$ to get my chocolate treats. it works both way isnt it? no $ no choc, no fatigue no choc. OH WELL.

i really got to aspire to be a tai-tai. :)

the cool job with the cool pay :)

LATEST MODEL, W960i. wi fii, touch screen with a stylus, hand writing recognition features, 3.2 m.p camera, alot others. i held this phone in my hands, for the whole day. a wave of superiority swept past me as i held this beauty. what the majority of consumers had been waiting for the past 6 months. what most people hadnt been able to attain, i've got it :) even is it was a momentarily thing. contented. :)

work was even better with ivy for lunch everyday. :) I LOVE MY JOB. I LOVE THE PEOPLE. I LOVE EVERYTHING about my life. :) what else could i ask for. except i would rather forgo the relationship part.

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boy, i may be sorry in future for not accepting this, but know that i loved what you did for me. everything, every single thing. it's my misfortune that i wasnt ready for anything like this. i cannot commit. it's not your fault. don't doubt yourself :) just remember you were special in your own way, maybe it just didnt appeal to me right now. maybe in future there might be changes, but i rather you give up all hopes now. break free from your own bondage. no one's binding you down. =)

concert!

today is so hectic i swear!~! LOL. woke up early to meet ivy and lala in toa payoh. what for?? it's my new job. sony ericsson promoter. like last week. hehs. and we had to go to this ulu place. wherei don't ewven know. had a briefing on the phones and had to know the functions and all. sucks man. hahas! it took me 3 hours. she's lala, she's pretty.

then we took a cab to funan IT mall. it was $3 each. i got my fujitsu pay finally $80. but then tooka cab to suntec from funan as i was too tired to walk. not to talk about my painful soles and heels and blisters already forming on my delicate feet. $8 to suntec from funan. this is what i call SO NEAR YET SO FAR. hahas! and got donuts for the people. 13 double chocolates, 2 apple and cinnamon, 1 dark mint chocolate, 1 raspberry filling & 1 spicy cheese specially for yu jin. :) rushed again from donut factory to SP for fan wei qi's concert. almost late. PHEW!!!

in the auditorium. kai wei, finally we have good pictures.
N73. goos buy? i would consider. hehs. maybe i should get jing kai's model! scandalous. starfish and the JK.
dancing on the streets! hahas! nah, its just pictorial effects.
they drank. not like it's gonna make them seem more like guys. i don't see why people drink. i hate alcohol seriously.
one eyed monster with the smiley faced kaiwei. LOLS.

i had fun.

but seriously. petty people don't deserve me. :) and this, only my best friend would know.

SP-jiamin-xian!

went to SP to crash with kaiwei's lecture! LOLS... it was damn B-O-R-I-N-G. but i had kaiwei there. so who cares. OH , not to forget the starfish who claims he've got hello kitty tissue packets of which he used to carry around. hahas!

accompanied him to eat while he waits for his retest slot at 3pm. and this was what a morons were doing..

kaiwei and pat playing with "cooking mama" in 'my' nintendo DS lite. laugh. laugh at them. i don't mind.

see, starfish is curbing his gaming addiction

he finally can't resist the temptation.. he glanced, peeps over to kai wei's side..

and begs for a turn to play, but kaiwei wouldn't budge. hahahas! but his strong will does not impede his want to have a try at the game.

will he get to play, or will he not?

to be continued..... IMMEDIATELY... hahahs! my turn! patrick cant play! LOL... peiru is so lame. =.='''

shortly after, met jia min. THE ONE GIRL WHOM I'VE MISSED FOR THE PAST 1 YEAR! jiaaaaammiinnn !!

chit chat, bought christmas cards, bought gifts, ate mos burger, caught up with our old times, gossip, gossip, and more gossip. eat. chit chat. and it went over and over again. lol. I LOVE THEM TO THE CORE. :) i know they love me too ! hehs.

and i made jia min pay me back $15 for this meal. :) i have been generous lately. feeling rich i suppose. LOL

what's so nice about the camera? JIA MIN NEVER SEE BEFORE ARH! look at the greedy kaiwei.. only she's eating i swear.

BEST FRIENDS!

she's one of the few pieces of my heart that makes me what i am :) "pieces of my heart are missing you, when you're gone....i miss you"

LAME SHIT AGAIN! hahas!

not to forget how clumsy i am. i poked one whole staple bullet into my flesh while trying to take them out of the hole. don't ask which hole. just care about how i got hurt instead. hahas! i'm prone to accidents like this nowadays. imagine i can even knock into a fire extinguisher and end up with a terrible bruise. not to mention the bicycle accident. i wonder when am i getting my next vehicle accident on the roads. i'm not kidding. LOL.

my buds <3

and even later, at arpund 8pm, went to yixian's place to pay respects to her deceased grandfather. my condolences. but i went there, there was drinks, food and poker cards. i went there more like to be entertained. LOL. anyway, i missed yixian too :)

long day it was. time to say good bye, and even teletubbies learned how to fly. HAHAHS! randomness. lame i know. LOL.

3 days of work, 72 hours of romance (:

7-9 december

these 3 days, when i was really tired, when attacked by the work of nature (the one thing only girls experience), when i was most forlorn and in destitute, he stayed by my side. :) first day, sony people were damn nice. yi wan, nick were so nice colleagues okay. they showed me around 'sony gallery', also known as 'sony style' now in wisma atria. (: in case you guys don't know. i still think gallery is much apt a name. luckily i had hui xin there. (:

and i sold 1 phone, k850i.

2nd day. rui xing accompanied me for the whole day! stayed around orchard and waited for me to knock of. boy, u're ideal boyfriend material at the moment. but i have my doubts. forgive me (: but i was touched nevertheless. he's so bored. i feel bad that he had to do this.

and i sold a phone. W910i. only one yes. okay, so i caught him with a winnie the pooh tissue packet. i laughed my ass off. and told me a dick joke. it worked on me. tell ya guys the joke alright! hahas! had pasta for the night (: 3rd day at sony. met more people. had lunch with vince. he sold plenty, 16 phones. and he accompanied me home. went for supper near my place. with my turtle.
there's turtle eating his friend. fish. thanks alvin for taking care of turtle all these while (:

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boy, u've been perfect. but it's my personal concerns holding me back. it's a nightmare as much as it was a dream to me. maybe 1 or two weeks won't get us anywhere. hope i'll be convinced soon. i myself cant decide. even if i were to lose this love, it's not of your fault that you have to leave. so some part of me would like you to take a step back and to look at your surroundings. that in that picture, it's not just a portrait, it was a landscape. u'll realise i'm not everything, at the very least, there were trees, flowers and birds and people of different species and of different makings. open up and see. i'm not the only tree. ):)

being popular or lovable isnt a good thing when it's too far fetched.